DAY:12

 I woke up multiple times this morning. I wanted to make sure that I was reachable. Each time I woke up, there was a text waiting to be replied to. By 12, I was fed up with the on and off machine I was turning into, and I finally got off the bed. 

Today's task was to come up with a content for the website. Unlike yesterday, I didn't want to sit on a pile of work by evening, and not be able to spend proper time for other activities. So, the first thing I did was write up something and send it to Harshitha. Once that was off my shoulder's, I sat to relax in-front of the TV with my food. I think today is the longest I watched TV in days. Till four o'clock, I was glued to the TV. In my defence when I'm watching "The Middle" I loose track of time.

"The Middle" is chechi's and my favorite show to binge on. We could have watched it over and over a thousand times, and still be just as hooked the next time we watch it. I think it's probably because the plot and charterer's are so relatable. Especially the relationship between the siblings. I have never seen anything so accurate, defining the relationship between chechi and me. Not to forget the fights with amma and achacha. Just the basic functioning of a family is portrayed so well. You can't stop yourself from falling in love with the show, and every member of the cast.

Even though it was four, I wasn't ready to switch off the TV, and attend my class. But since I'm determined to not give up on anything I started in these 42 days, I made up my mind, turned the TV off, got up, and attend the class. But these days the lectures are so long, I can't help but get distracted. 

After the class, I got dressed, and went for a walk with Pablo. There were more than a normal amount of kid's today, and weirdly they were excited to see Pablo. In-fact, some even came behind to pet him. But how will Pablo be Pablo, if he didn't chase them away in fear.... I think his dislike towards kids is because of his traumatic experiences with them, as a puppy. As a timid, shy puppy every kid wanted play with him, and he surely didn't enjoy that. From the day he learnt to bark, he made sure to inflict fear in them, and keep them away.

The rest of the evening was the usual, Amma and I worked out, I did a little more work. That's it, I was done for the day.

PS: I didn't have banana oats yesterday. I went into the kitchen, all ready to make my special banana oats, just to realize there were no more banana's left. So I just had plain old oats, it wasn't that satisfying. When I woke up today, amma tell's me she had kept banana's in the freezer, because they were too ripe. So, I made them for dinner today